What Else is there to Say besides "I Love You"?

Dun dura-dun dun-dun, can't touch dis'! Dun dura-dun dun-dun!

Today was an okay day. I a ashamed to say that I ate chicken. Oh well, rules are made to be
broken. I've noticed that people say "no offense" a lot, which is an irony, considering that a lot of times- they are indeed saying something either offensive or something that they think is offensive. Why do you say it at all if you think it'll offend the other person? Sure, being reminded of my flaws is a great turn-on for me, in terms of friendship- notice the sarcasm. Once in a while, I will say "no offense" as well, so what if I'm a hypocrite- since I say it too, it just gives me the "right" to say that a lot of times it is something that I find would be offensive to the other person. Just my daily rantings. 

This morning was "B" schedule, so I got to sleep ten extra minutes. In P.E. we had to run half a mile (although I have no idea why considering that we ran on Tuesday...), and it was O.K. I talked with Jane for a while and we have somewhat re-kindled our "kinda" deteriorating friendship (*cough* why do I think it sounds...fruity?). Bartho has been a bit "iffy" recently, because I have noticed that my friends criticisms of her are pretty harsh, yet unfortunately- true. There is a bit of an odor of her gym clothes (not that mine don't
reek- but I cover it up at least!) She is a little bit of what you would call an "abuser", for it seems that she enjoys insulting skinny people (and thinking that just cuz' their skinny, they don't think their fat, so it's okay for her to insult them and call them fat).

Enough of this degradation of another human being on my "day blog", I'll move on.

So second period (science) was fun- I love Bill Nye! He is awesome- recall those fun videos ladies and gentleman, where there is a corny ass 70's-80's music-video parody with changed lyrics to fit into the context of the video (thanks for the wording Christina). "Not too bad!" for those of you who recognize that phrase. Did you know that forests have four levels? The sub floor, the understory, the forest floor, and the canopy? I'll stop now...

We were watching "August Rush" in French class (don't ask why- long story). It was unrealistic, but nevertheless- touching in the least. The stupid "awek;uhafwkjdsfnjbd fa.wejkleq2t3u7RFTRTU&I&()*&^%$#" in the back are so loud that we are always distracted. Pardon my french (haha).

I got an "A" in English last grading period (and incidentally made the "A" honor role), but I don't have any confidence of the next one. Which reminds me- Mrs. Contreras said that I have to go with her to talk to the English Dept. Head to see if I can get into Honors English next year. I hope I remember to remind her (she's very forgetful). I need to get into at least ONE honors class next year (hopefully English, because that's my easiest subj.).

Lunch was okay, I went to the Eco-friendly Club (as per usual), not too enjoyable, but I don't want the club members to think I'm overly flaky (one of them is on the fencing team- and I quit that so...yeah). It's not too bad, not a long meeting. Although the teacher has a history of not following through with activities. I was in her Writers Club for a while, and there was talk about publishing a Writer's Zine or something- never happened, sometimes she isn't even there for the meetings [on Fridays].

In Geometry it was the same ol' same ol'. I chatted with Christina, about how, what- I have no idea- how life sucks? I think she really brings the pessimistic (wait for the contradiction here) optimist in me. She's good at drawing political expressions of stuff (I have no better word), they are lovely. I think Dae Sean sorta dislikes me, he was nicer at the other table. 

SKIPSKIPSKIPSKIP

Driver's ed was boring, we turned it our books whoohoo! Tomorrow is the last day!

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I hung out at Janes house, Perry was there for a while too. I saw Mika Matsu, who I haven't seen personally since she went to St. Bridgets sometime during elementary school (the only reason I remember which school she transferred to is because Yuki went there in 3rd grade or somethin'). I don't remember what she was like before (we were good friends though...-.-) but her personality seems...conformist much? Maybe an overstatement, she was nice, somewhat evasive...boring convo.

My dad picked me up at Jane's house and I went to the beach. I sat on a tablecloth-tarp thingy, and buried my feet, it was warm and wonderful and now I feel dirty. Note: Must take shower soon. I got this drink thingy afterwards, I decided to try the bigger size, but felt sick. I suppose 
that after getting the same drink four times straight- you would get sick of it. I slept in the car while I waited until my brothers lacrosse practice was over. Then we went home and I continued to sleep.

I edited Jane's story called "Mrs. Goose Pays Mrs. Pig a Visit", you should read it on my other blog: http://www.thoughtsandresolutions.blogspot.com

toodles-

Bob Sanders
aka
Littleleaf
aka
Littleleafer
aka
Aberforthe
aka
Janie
aka
Megumi

Brief Summary of Break and April Fools Day

3-28-08
Title: Jealousy Blackens the Heart
I haven't updated recently, that is because I am lazy. I apologize that I don't have a more worthy excuse, but it's the truth. I have been thinking recently, and it seems that I lose at everything. I am no good at anything, and I am truly beginning to doubt myself. Well, let's say that I'm decent at most things if I try, but I cannot get *better*! In fact, even if I'm good at something to begin with, I will eventually suck at it (compared to all the other improving stars.)

Today there was the greatly anticipated Lincoln Douglas debate was today- and I lost both of my rounds, not advancing to the third. Perry won one round and went on (she won two, as I later found out), thankfully I got to go home.

So in the title of this blog entry is "jealousy blackens the heart", and what I mean by that is my evil thoughts of a certain individual I know. "It" is very good at everything (in the exception of cooking), or has talent in almost everything to rapidly improve. It is very charismatic, and reasonably attractive (personally, not really, but other's seem to think so). Sometimes it just makes me mad- but I absolutely hate saying bad things about behind people behind their back, but recently it's a bit of a habit. I am not pointing a finger at anyone, but anyways, yeah. Enough venting.

So I can embed this, but I can't write anything else- I'll post in an hour or so (if I remember).

I have come to a conclusion- I live my life as a very sad person.

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Anyway, that was just a post I started the other day, just didn't have a chance to put it up.
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I've been watching a lot of anime recently. I love soccer anime, and historical, but it's really getting in the way of my life. I put a couple of video's up on YouTube to test out my video editing software (moviemaker), so they're just slideshows of pictures...

A while ago, I uploaded a video of me singing the twelve days of christmas, I'll embed it here if I can...

Vacation

Sunday I didn't do anything. We left our house at seven o'clock pm. We listened to 102.1 KDFC, and it was a program called "From the Top", a program that interviews protege's, and the theme yesterday was, "children from age 8-13". It really depresses me to know that these kids- who are much younger than me can create music so extraordinary. I really wish I was a protegee.

We went swimming at 9pm, and the water in the hotel room takes 15 minutes to heat up (quite ridiculous I know). That's my only complaint, the cables good, the pools good, there's a mini fridge, and microwave.

I'll update later about today- we're going shopping in Gillroy.

-Littleleaf

Is my life destined to be boring?

Today was boring. Boring. Boring. Boring.

I woke up late, and then went to the city. I hung out with my friends (Perry and Doughnut), at Stonestown. It was all shopping. Doughnut bought shoelaces at Hot Topic, and Perry bought a normal t-shirt at American Eagle. They were both reasonably satisfied with their purchases. I spent two dollars throughout the whole trip- it was very satisfactory. It just proves that I can save money! We went to Borders, and I read manga, meanwhile- they went to McDonald's to eat grease and ground abused cows. 

There was a dinner afterward, and I meandered about. The food was good- teriyaki-ish salmon with asparagus. It made me sick. The dessert was good, but very rich. I wish I had a camera to take a picture of it. I must sleep now, for it is late- but I'll update tomorrow.

Ciao 4 now-

Littleleaf

PS: If anyone reads this- give me suggestions on what I can do to get a life... I'm willing to purchase one if you have one for sale... Well, more like I'm willing to haggle for it. Anyways, yes, feedback would be appreciated.

Stupid, stupid, stupid

Today was not that great. I quit fencing today. The coach is an asshole... So I would like to rant (for that is what blogs are for) so here goes....*takes deep breath*. I took the time to write a reasonably well written letter of apology and resignation from the team, and he doesn't except it- because he doesn't fucking want it! I bought candy for him so that it may help quell a bit of his anger, but I didn't feel like it was necessary any more, because he was being such an ass. When I told him the reason for my quitting, he just tossed my explanation, and told me these words verbatim, "No- you aren't quiting because your parents want you to, you just don't want to anymore since you're all over the place". What the fuck? I mean, sure, I'm not that great, but you don't have to say it as if I'm quitting just because I suck. I'm quitting because the coach sucks, and I'm getting stressed out (look to my post from yesterday to find more reasons). It really irritates me, and I kind of got upset, as I left I was pretty angry, but yeah...

I left the school and I got to the bus-stop, but then I realized that I had lost my wallet, so I couldn't even get on the bus. I saw my friend Elaine and asked her for some mullah, but she didn't have any to spare. So I decided to walk to Japan town, 40 something blocks, down Geary street. Thankfully I saw a couple more of my friends across the street and I ranted to them about the whole fencing incident, and it helped me blow off some steam. Marcus and Genie lent me money, and I took the "1" bus down California with them. Big mistake. I forgot that my original destination was for the Union Square Borders. I then got lost after my friends got off the bus and I stayed on. So it turns out that the place I got off the bus was right near my church (haha, thank Buddha). I made my way to Japan town, broke as hell.

Now I'm at NJAHS and writing this blog- and guess what? I found my wallet in my pocket! (You're probably thinking, "what a ditz", well I am. What of it?)

-Littleleaf