Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Toe Pain

My toe hurts. My pinky toe on my right foot to be exact.

Today a holocost survivor visited us and told us her story. It was really interesting but I did not have time to stay to ask questions for I was in a hurry to catch the 43 bus. I made it, yet I was still out of breath. The woman - Gloria, actually escaped. She was on her way to the gas chambers but she saved herself by jumping a ditch. I am horrified with the degrading conditions.

An animal would feel violated living like that.

A bug.

A fish.

A molecule.

It honestly brings tears to my eyes - no joke. Anyways, it was incredible.

She is writing a book. I definitely need to read it.


Wednesday, July 16, 2008

anger management classes may be necessary

Do you ever get so angry that your heart clenches and you feel like you can't breathe? It's a disgusting feeling.

You feel like strangling them with a chopstick.

Proving everything they say wrong.

Yell that they're utterly immature that they should act their own age?

Punch them


Straight punch in the fucking chin.

Adults should seriously act properly and more maturely.

What the fuck is wrong with him?

If you are old at least act it.

Who gives a shit about stuff.

Who gives a shit about humanities.

Who gives a shit about the stupid fucking people on the bottom what the fuck can we possibly do?

It's all talk! What the fuck are you doing to help? Staying at the bottom is not helping anyone. Try and going up the fucking latter and get rich - then you can donate all of the money to the poor. But of course by the time you get to that stage you won't care about those people you formerly defended - because you would no longer be one of them.

Human selfishness is unbelievable.


Fuck communism.

Fuck everything!


wow I feel better now