Thursday, May 29, 2008

No Matter How Many Time's I Think About It

It's difficult to keep using capital letters one word after another. I read this book at Borders, and it was pretty good. I can't wait until school is over, but things are looking up for me a bit these days. *sigh*


Thursday, May 22, 2008

Spiteful aren't We

I think that my problems lie in my psyche. I should see a psychologist or read up on it. Life sucks.


Monday, May 19, 2008


Posting options not working. Throat is sore. Laziness is evil.

ciao baby

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Really Sick

I woke up not being able to breathe or swallow - at all. My brain was like on fire, and my stomach was like...gweee. I think that this is my bad Carma. I haven't practiced music for a week now. I finished this really inspirational manga about basketball, but now that it's over, my inspiration is gone. Gah.

I still hate going to school.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

The irritable feelings

I think that I'm brushing people off a lot lately, it's not a wonderful feeling. I just can't help being pissed off by their existence, and the fact that they are so ridiculously petty and/or stupid. During the night I was imagining what it would be like if I were to die, or if anyone I knew were to die - anyone dear to me, and what would happen to us... Would we just be in an eternal sleep, never regaining consciousness, or would it be like an eternal sleep, and we would wake up as if we were sleeping for several days straight and would we exist somewhere else. I'm afraid, yet terribly curious. Curiosity definitely killed the cat. I have no idea what I'm saying...but how can one predict what will happen? Is there a such thing as the supernatural? How does science explain death?

Today was boring, and event-less. I just hate going to school.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

A Repetitive Rant

Hmm...I'm irritated now. I hate this "no offence" phrase. I've said this before, but why the fuck do you say 'no offence' if you think it's going to offend them? Gosh.

Today I went to a Jr. YBA meeting representing SF. It was two hours, and extremely tedious. Erin went and brought a friend, who was nice, but it was boring for me because they were talking about school and stuff and I had no idea what they were talking about. After that I went and read manga at the Westfield Borders. Shut up, it's my Asian genes okay? It was very boring, because I was just re-reading a series I have read several times already. I intended to read the latest Economist, but I was too lazy to use my brain.

My dad is back from Chicago - without any omiage. Sad. We are going to watch a Blockbuster now. I have to practice piano and finish clarinet, else I'll have bad Carma once again.

Time is Money - Money is Time - Reciprocals don't always work

Friday, May 9, 2008

Prissy is the New Norm

I am either very irritable, or recently just extremely bitchy. I have no other explanation for my unexplained attitude towards anything and everything. Perhaps it is as Christina had so profoundly stated somewhere - "we are just [much] less tolerant than in the beginning of the year" (yeah not verbatim but I'm not an elephant...).  I'm aware that I haven't posted very much, but this is probably my pissy attitudes fault. Hate the attitude not the man(woman), teehee.

I had an extremely bad day, and it's all because I didn't practice clarinet yesterday. Carma sure is a bitch huh? Oops, I didn't say that, *prays to Carma-god-man*, I was just kidding...

I'm freaked out by this guy, because I was friends with him before but now it's like, "yuck", yeah. I think my standards for friends has gotten a bar higher. I think I'll stick with people like me for a while. I was late for school.

3.33 is okay, still in the "B" Honor Role, but it was ruined by my PE class, oh well - tis' is life.
PE - C
Science - A
French - B (didn't do any work at all)
English - A (barely any curriculum...)
Geometry - B (not too bad...not too was originally an A- but I don't know what happened)
College/Career - Passing
Forensic Performance (Debate) - A (I'm getting a B for the semester...which sucks...)

Life is going horribly. I'm pissed at my mom for not bringing me toilet paper when I yelled at her too. She finally did, but that was ten minutes later. Next time, it's my turn to pretend to be listening to music when she's yelling her fucking head off...

Those Motherfuckers-

PS: I wonder if I would be considered an angry person?

Wednesday, May 7, 2008


Love that song. Anyway, gotta go, but just wanted to share. I was just bustin' out some moves to this song. Check it out.

"Who do you, who do you, think you are?"

ciaomein lossa's

Monday, May 5, 2008


I slept through almost the whole career ed class, and when I couldn't sleep anymore I just listened to the conversation about American Pie movies from people around me - not contributing though. I ate lunch with Rosy today and I got a chowmein chicken plate. It was so good that I'm not even hungry now - which is very rare for me. I have a piano lesson later, so I have to stay in the city. I went to Jane's house briefly to practice piano for a minute, because I thought I had lost my touch. I am still religiously practicing clarinet, and I have no idea if I'm improving, but I think that it's kind of fun, which I think is the most important (is it really?).

Perry and Jane bought a lot of new clothes Saturday, and the clothes look exactly the same as their other ones - just newer, and cleaner [I suppose]. I finished my math homework in class, and my table mates are gangsters, but they're fun. Cuba smells kind of bad - like metal and bad breath, oh well, I'll just have to turn around and talk to Cinderella. There's this Asian girl at my table and she seems to be on good terms with the other two guys. The other guy is cool, but weird.

Two tables ago, there was this stupid guy and this other stupid girl, I may have mentioned them in previous posts. The guy is always with his friends and greeting me, and I have no idea if he's mocking me or not, but it's just like...I didn't even talk to him when he was at my table. I don't even talk to him in class! Weird, and freaky.

Shrek is ugly and awesome. Fiona the Ogre sucks.

Ciaomein is for winners

Saturday, May 3, 2008

That Lazy Bastard

I'm lazy so I'm going to only put a few words in this post.

So today I didn't have anything to do, so I hung out with my aunt. It was pretty fun. I went to her house and I read this script called "Only In America", written by a couple of her friends (professional screenwriters). It was really good - and the first movie script I've seen in my life.
It's a rough version of what will come. It was pretty interesting. Anyway, I read the script for several hours, and then we were hungry so we went to this Vietnamese place on Irving (I forgot the name), and it was so good! I got my usual, Pho Tai, and my aunt got the curry chicken pho - which was strange yet good. After that we went to a movie at the Metreon. We saw Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay. It was
freakin' awesome, except for the awkwardness of seeing...*cough* nudity *cough*
lower halves...of the human anatomy...of both genders...quite unnecessary.

Don't tell my mommy.

After that we went to look for this tea place, but we couldn't find it so we went to this high-end candy/bakery thing, and bought macaroons. Mine was chocolate lavender, and hers was rosemary and something else that I forgot. They were delicious. After that we got truffles ($2 each!) at Bourbons Chocolate. I got a passion fruit white chocolate truffle, and she got a coffee
caramel truffle. They were delicious. After that we went to her favorite shoe store, Gimme Shoes, and we looked around - at the $500+ shoes. I think she's the only one who can afford

She felt hungry after we left the shoe store so we meandered our way back to the cafe that we parked in front of. We ate french onion soup and I got a caramel latte. It was good. We left, and she dropped me off in Japantown.

I had to pay this lady back at this tea shop down in the shopping center, but then I forgot that my aunt had my wallet in her bag. She wasn't far away, so she came right back and handed it to me, "phew". I then paid the lady back and went back to San Won, the Chinese place next to my dad's office. He was having dinner with some of his friends - one of whom was visiting from Chicago for a performance. They had all been in or at the show that happened at JCCCNC today. There's another one tomorrow. We went back to the center, and we bid our farewells.

I have been practicing clarinet for almost an hour, and I don't think I got too much better...better luck next time I suppose. I practiced piano for nearly an hour as well. I wonder where I'm getting this un-lazylike behavior.



Friday, May 2, 2008

Hmmm...bipolar much?

I think I have a bipolar disorder. I'm happy and hyper at one point, and then my mood falls like...walking off a cliff. Awesome simile right there. I think that recently I'm really depressed. I'm not sure what's wrong with me though...I think it's just that I have too much free time on my hands :p. I think that it seems like my friends are drifting away again - and what's sad is that I don't really care that much. I think that we're all getting bored of each other...(well at least of me, and me of them). I don't know them that well, but I know them too well. Living in a city like this is stressful.